screaming storm - quiet moon

inkiness quietly wraps the house ... the sky has been dull grey all day... and it makes me sad. for no reason, maybe there is one ... i have been irritable and moody whole weekend ... and i find myself, for umpteenth time, longing for laughter filled house, the bustle of
unmanageable toddlers, longing for green, for grass ... for something which can quench this in satiated thirst...

the weekend jived out of the calendar ... with me not being able to keep the step, neither trying ... am feeling completely out of sync, unsettled .

sometimes the sheer volume of loneliness is enough to drive me up a wall. everything feels dull and out of sync. sadness dyes the space around me like beetroot juice.

and now I’m curled up on my lime green chaise lounge, the lime yellow curtains fluttering (my own attempts at putting a wall for angry heat) ... a mix of melodies spewing forth on iTunes, and me trying to string words to sync the fragmented being.



CpRyt@NeerS

4 comments:

priya said...

U know what Neers, when I feel alone, I do my things.. I mean the hobbies which you have more passion to it. Yep, its more of photography and it speaks volume no matter either u r a beginner or pro.

That satisfaction can make u feel, this is the time I feel alone to do things in my own way. Whatz ur passion? and go for it.

Its raining here too and I am doing my spring clean taking it one at a time.

Casperbaba said...

learn the art of being alone yet not feel lonely... everything would become just fine... it difficult to achieve it.. but when u do.. u don't need nething or neone else!

Da Rodent said...

Hmm..craving for 'grass'?? :P

Kuan Gung said...

Powerful stuff neers...the pervasiveness of this lonely imagery can't help to breed a sense of compassion from the reader...this my friend expresses it so very well, sometimes too well...the very best to you...