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“Your post-its are killing me”; he says and all I can manage is … a chuckle over cyberspace.Ouch! That hurt!


Most of the time its fragments, I exist in. Fragments of facts, mosaic of memories, pieces of happiness, dots of grief, burst of anger and handful of laughter. Mix it well! There… you have the recipe of how I live. Even with words… short phrases…disjointed analogies… dissected thoughts barely fitting into pull-over of grammar. Maybe that’s why … I can never see myself writing one whole book… I have some zillion stories, theories, screenplays, poems, ideas… inside me. Like every body else … I am a barely put-together puzzle of carbon base. And, unlike some of us… and salute to all those who can, so glowingly seduce the language to make such exquisite and sizzling stories; I am limited by my run-on sentences. Am limited by my own parentheses and maybe all I need to do is remove them to make the equation simpler? Or does it complicate matters…


Sometimes I can’t say things all the way, the way they are. Instead, the feeling is simply there, welling up. Like smoke in the air, or the boiling kettle.


And, right now, and I wish I could be more voluble about it…I am missing him. The presence, the mischief …


CpRyt@NeerS

17 comments:

Priya said...

puzzle of carbon base

I like the way you interpreted it. Huh missing him... Keep in touch always:)

Jello said...

the only way to clear doubts is to get a big eraser - LOL.
get out/away from all for couple of weeks and complete your "run-ons" in to a "sentence".

manuscrypts said...

freud would say there's a connection in the way you construct sentences and relationships..
PS. thats why i don't listen to him :D

Jaycee said...

Run-on sentences may be what the world really needs...

Complete imperfection...

Only God can complete us...

666 said...

well i think i understand what you mean when u cant write stories. If you manage to, i daresay you would Rock On :-)

Like me, you are a extremely complicated person. Thats the problem. But over the years i have forced myself to simplify my writings. Maybe that might work for you too.

Write something simple. Very plain, simple class X english. You would discover a different person in you alltogether

Cheerio

Scribblers Inc said...

ah love is what you need right??You are indeed cryptic!!:)

Scribblers Inc.

Sojourner said...

those who know the nature of glass, collect it religiously,a few winces escape,after all, humans are only humans;)

..
You know,
I am just glad its out there... even if it turns archaeological, we can dig a few treasures.

@Cheta
Hiiiii cheetah! :D
Here is an undated invitation and a blank cheque for travel expenses in a bottle in cyberspace... [ no blog better to pollute with messages in a bottle than this, huh?:)]
luv!

Sojourner said...

I just came back myself.

Sojourner said...

I was off watering the roots, took time off among the branches (great times), visited a nurse(ry) and of course I was there on head transplantee's b'day and black's b'day before that(pleased).
... could not help being late here. I wanted to drop a line, but it seemed too normal a thing to report (though it is a real rarity).

where are you off to now?

starry nights said...

I think if you put your heart into it you can write.It is in you.

Chaggoholic.... said...

Well why the hesitation to write? Only issue is what and where to start off from.Well start off and keep editin every 12-15 days.U wud b surprised the number of times u wud change the colours but all in all for good....

nlonve (nu-lo-ne-vei) said...

Sometimes, you have to say it even if you can't say it right ... if he can listen, he will decipher ..

Chaggoholic.... said...

Hey added a new post wud love to hv u check it and tell me ur take on it????

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seriously_frivolous said...

and...you still blog :) And still doing it well...jus stopped to say hello...am jus getting back into blogging days...ya ya..in case you remember me

seriously_frivolous said...

Neers said...am good with "towel" fashion... if its Ranbir doing it... the guy can really carry it off! ;)

well..you mean carry it off or pull it off..or err I mean...pull it down! ya that he does!!!

ray said...

Hi ,

I was reading ur blog posts and found some of them to be very good.. u write well.. Why don't you popularize it more.. ur posts on ur blog ‘... the taNgo begiNs’ took my particular attention as some of them are interesting topics of mine too;

BTW I help out some ex-IIMA guys who with another batch mate run www.rambhai.com where you can post links to your most loved blog-posts. Rambhai was the chaiwala at IIMA and it is a site where users can themselves share links to blog posts etc and other can find and vote on them. The best make it to the homepage!

This way you can reach out to rambhai readers some of whom could become your ardent fans.. who knows.. :)

Cheers,