need to get out
...Copyright©nEErs

...gNothi seautoN

what is it with us? why do we make our own lives, the one which is minuscule... so complex? what is it that draws us to creation of events that make a labyrinth of this simple existence? making a maze ... just to be qualified as amazing? is it the inherent inadequacy, the universal self-doubt of being a human being? or is it simply the fascination of being a unique example and not just statistics... which ironically is so very statistical... the fight to be unique, the struggle of doing something different and completely overlooking the obvious that keeps requesting a bit more attention span...

i am not sure about everyone here or even in the illusory world outside this web... and the process of discovery is on....

and today have finally given words to the sense of wanderlust inside me, which feels me both with fear and freespirit, fills me up with the melancholia that is so me, that time and again catches me into loneliness... an absolute loneliness of mind-body-physics..... i NEED to feel connected... and am loosing the grip....

i need to be put on IV of Strength... and fast!


CpRyt@NeerS