re-Hashed

when the light fade into darkness.......an urge to consume the self surfaces ...holding the thoughts n senses at mercy..they entangle me in web...a web of desires...a web of divinity......a web of realization ...realization of truth. if i'd fight all my life to get along my desires......the sun wud still shine...with rain on my side.....the darker it grows ...more worthy it grows....more sunlight i'd feel on my face.......if i hide from the rain...i'll risk losing the sunshine...............tragic equals  surreal.......end marks the begining........to whole new era of my passion...in a more delightful surrounding.........if hope is betrayed ...theres faith to look upon....if faith runs dry.....theres light...my fingers are trembling with  pain.....heart shivers when i travel time....to the glorified moments which would ...........deservingly vacated.......a painful vacation......or a meaningful time in the end.....soaked in emotions....i will stand forever.......mite not let me out of its clutches......the heart is entangled ....mind escaping........i cannot carry both of them together in one direction.......n when most of all...'m directionless.........theres cry ..n theres pain....it mite be for yu to see......its for me to feel..........theres something there.....i feel theres something mine.....more than something.....its all of life......i feel cursed at times...n blessed constantly ...of everything i ve known..............someone conspired .....took the breath out of me...not life.....not me......all the conjectures put aside.......but the best things at times...are just best to hide......mebbe we'll move forward ...mebbe not at all....if the devil has his wish.....we may not see each other at all... we run to hit...we hit and run ....then we hit to run.......more often than not ...just run away........to a world so plain ....a light so pale......all of the dark things...just hide away.......takes strength to know....breed fear to feel.....what stands besides and what shall fade away.............priced possesion is what they say...is what yu can own but cant give away....the night has a role.......it has to stay......for a glorious morning ....do i keep awake......if the morning is gloomy....do i sleep the day?  dark men and mean women stare at me from a tower...'m i a mutant...... are they waiting to take me.... are murmuring "death makes an angel of us all and gives us wings to fly"....dont yu wanna fly...let the carnival  begin.....a playground ,rain ,thunder....stars....n rocks........a seashore...n..waves ....flying high...burning time....in the summer sky....gently pass on by.. ...or... oh!!.....'will i be forsaken..?

CpRyt@NeerS

3 comments:

Priya said...

:)

Kafo said...

hmmm
i gotta read this one again ooo

Margie said...

Love this!
Thank you Neers for sharing your beautiful words!

Margie:)